trust is like dust in the wind

Wow you think this is normal How does it make you feel  I know I've maintain. Suffering heart pain emotionally drained Hopefully obtain peace by then end of the night  Cause this is insain and stupid why we fight Whos right when where both high  And I'll loose if she gets me to cry Holding back my tears and remembering why we are together  Your Going back to years of memories stored for whenever you gotta put a nigger down  I tap I tap out and she is the winner now Baby Baby Baby  when I look in your eyes maybe maybe  maybe  we can get past my lies  maybe baby gave me no answers for the whys save me blame me gave me millions of tries game we play see made me hate  and tease  take to knees  wait please  I need you please let me don't go  I believe I can i sware I believe you  it just hurts though   me reverse role makes me feel stupid 9 and my words show I s eh I just loose it  and go beserk you do it right before  I go to work  I cant ignore I feel like dirt. kill me  burnt  steal from me  you wash my shirt  make my lunch  whats real b bitch i will leave listen to your threts  cant break my bones  dishing out for debts  take all my domes fight after fight  night after night  the neibors  in spite cause there right  and high as a kite  and bye good night  bye your food right   leave me taking all you can acusing me of fucking again if it where ture  would try fucking you bitching at me cause I was a jerk to dude  fuck him I have the right  to be rude with my bad attitude glad im not mad at you can't wait to get back at you steal your friends and you fame deal pretend get high and blame   kill that guy what's his name  using his dope talking shit wanting you to deep throat ha ha like it's a joke he's a looser 40 wand broke  uses his magic dope  I don't know maybe to get laid ok lately I don't know I'trust is dust in the wind lust is fun to begin so are you fucking him ok ya sucking to be me you can't blame him he probably rlike me all ways hungry and horny when we first met I fucked you on the side of your relatoinship ok but im a real man liked .. the pussy told him to split  the ass on you  wow  why was i made at you   shit im righting this while  im not getting laid  peace out love  butt butt u sing his dope dropping it like it was a joke ha ha I'm laughing no deep throt baby I truly hope you understand  it's hard to cope when another man   crosses the line knowing your mine  but wait your really mad at me is this your plan b I'm tripping do you want me to leave  listen to me you have to believe and trust again. Oh babe I thought I was dust in the wind.  and you where wanting him.      and miss when we have to do all this  every single day every other way  all I want to say is I love you with all my heart  I hate ou but    CT