Justice 4 baby Kalie

Yo, it's my life, my own words I guess Have you ever loved someone so much You'd give an arm for Not the expression, no Literally give an arm for When they know they're your heart And you know you are their armor And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her But what happens when karma Turns right around and bites you And everything you stand for turns on you to spite you What happens when you become the main source of her pain "cousin look what I made" "cousins gotta go catch a plane" "cousin where's mommy? I can't find mommy, where is she?" "I don't know, go play, Kalie baby, your mommy is busy cousin writing a song, this song ain't gonna write itself" I give you one underdog, and you gotta swing by yourself Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her And not put hands on her mother who's the spitting' image of her That's Slim Shady, yeah baby Slim Shady's crazy Shady made me But tonight, Shady's rock-a-bye baby And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn, Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that, I'm looking' down on you smiling' And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn, Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that, I'm looking' down on you smiling' And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back I keep having' this dream, I'm pushing' Kalie on a swing, she keeps screaming', she don't want me to sing "You're making' mommy cry, why why is mommy crying'" "Baby, daddy is leaving' no more, Daddy you're lying' You always say that, you always say this is the last time But you ain't leaving' no more daddy, you're mine" She's piling' boxes in front of the door trying' to block it "Daddy please, daddy, don't leave, daddy, no, stop it" Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket It's got a picture, "This will keep you safe daddy, take it with ya" I look up, it's just me standing' in the mirror These fucking' walls must be talking', 'cause man I can hear 'em They're saying', "you got one more chance to do right And it's tonight, now go out and show em that you love 'em before it's too late" And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door It turns to a stage, they're gone and the spotlight is on and I'm singing' And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn, Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that, I'm looking' down on you smiling' And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn, Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that, I'm looking' down on you smiling' And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back Sixty thousand people all jumping' out their seat The curtain closes, they're throwing' roses at my feet I take a bow, and thank you all for coming out They're screaming' so loud, I take one last look at the crowd I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing' "Daddy, its me, help mommy, her wrists are bleeding'" But baby we're in California How did you get to California ? "I followed you daddy You told me that you weren't leaving' You lied to me dad, and now you made mommy sad And I bought you this coin, it says number one dad That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin" "to get the point, fine, me and mommy are going'" "But baby wait, it's too late dad, you made your choice Now go out there and show em that you love em more than us That's what they want They want you, Kevin They keep screaming' your name It's no wonder you can't go to sleep Just take another pill, yeah I bet you you will! You rap about it, yeah word, kid keep it real" I hear a applause, all this time I couldn't see How could it be, that the curtain is closing' on me I turn around, find a gun on the ground Cock it, put it to my brain, scream Die Kevin! And pop it The sky darkens, my life flashes The plane that I was supposed to be on, crashes, and burns to ashes That's when I wake up Alarm clock's ringing, there's birds singing' It's spring and Kalies outside swinging' I walk right up to Tiffany and kiss her tell her I miss her Kalie just smiles and winks at her little sister almost as if to say And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn, Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that, I'm looking' down on you smiling And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn, Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that, I'm looking' down on you smiling' And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back S.D.J.O [Don't Copy]