life

well the appidamy. that is me. is. so blind.i cant seem to get a grip imstead i. slip just wish i could hold on to it. timw to. gwt back on track. killingmyaelf with thw gak what a filthy habbit just got to have it so sick of beimg anaddict i. swear ima quit for me and my family because. i finaly see this isnt the life. dor me. i need to get. this. wait off my back so i can breath. and be. theold me a boy name. steve. but. my demons from my past havecome back too haunt me I try and run in hide but they always seem to find me especially when depression hits that's what I go sidewaysgiven in hit the Pyrex forum so lost and confused tattered p*** upbeat up and brews dining, sounds to lose these demons this won't leave me be a get halfway to talk to staff fallback down so f*** it I'm just going to quit and take and take another hit and my these walls close inless therwa a godess who can save mebecause there's got to be more to life than this because meth only equals death so cherish every moment in life because you never know today couldy be the last so have fun and be free and fall for a thing called comformady gyb tech Warriors are dead and f***** in the head because you know this town takes lives the grass is growing on top of my feet I'm sinking won't be long before I'm too deep the run the lineup seen endless underneath the Salvation size because every step I take a leave a small piece of myself soon will be nothing left to the cracks in the pavement match the cracks in my weather disc in my stand amazement I can't believe this is where I live every breath I take i feel my lungs seal feels more like shards of glass im more cars than skin we are the lost cause we are the bend before the break or steps seal fate