I’ll clean out my closet

Hate have you ever been hated in your life or got kicked out of your house for something you wanted to live? Yea, that's me I've been dying just to get loved by someone that doesn't deserve me They want me to be something I don't want to be they don't want me to breath anymore they say I'm using too much air They can kill me trigger me but they'll never feel me Momma don't even wanna talk to me now she's too sick of me now But I guess you should have mercy on me now coz im made of one of your gene don't be mean Hook: Im sorry momma I never meant to disrespect you I never meant to let you down But I promise that I'll clean out my closet I've been thinking about suicide but I guess that I can't leave your side every time I try I see your smile that makes everything in my hands fall down even my heart I feel it tryong to get out of my chest I remmember when I was a child you just hold me and beg me not to cry I made some mistakes but now I just I don't wanna see you sad you're the only one I have . You're a dime so im gonna hide you in my both eyes An maybe the smartest thing I did was to take out tge trash. I never tried to help I've never been useful Im sorry momma I never meant to disrrspect you I never meant to let you down byt ill promise tgat I'll ckean out my closet Now I never wanted to disrespect you or say bad words to you. Im never gonna attack you momma you're the one that gave birth to me but can you be in my side for once. I guess that's because you getting older and your mentality is changing too much but I don't wanna be lonely please momma don't leave me. I guess I tried to make you happy enough but it's never enough you always mad at me. It's like im blind and I can't see where should my next step be. You always want me to follow your path but the path is a common direction but I guess that I wanna be different Im sorry momma I never meant to disrespect you I never meant to let you down But tonight I'll clean out my closet. #bm #battleme #hot #2019heat #2k19 #bmawards #rap #hiphop #paradoxrecords #locoent