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I start to become a little depressed so I drink this rum her face I obsessed remembering Once during my imagining A storm of dark intent manifested Truth to self is less damaging Than ego and lies upon which anialate what's within as you look into a broken mirror you break the view of the interior Endlessly searching For no real end Always I'm hurting From my own sin Until I transcend Beyond my present state As mortal conditions ascending above the hate Sought out love But found only hurt Still for her I search below and above Throughout one hundred lives Beyound the realms of space Even in the heavens I still search for her face As eternities move on Patiently I proceed into uncertainty As the present moments gone A simple prayer I pray as I turn back to clay moment we were together neverending deep torment seeing her face forever my love please come back to me you hold the keys that will set me free so I wait for her my souls mate ill endure because of fate and harmony that pulls at us feeling it inside of me I trust in the Lord above unfailing enduring love that saved me and raised my eyes to see her inside and out knowing she's here already so I will not have doubt holding my feet steady some days I reach out others I search within I hear her voice shout but shes gone again I don't know how as I walked through the woods so dark as the wind blew it tore me apart with my mind so full of pain it helps me find my soul that was slain walking down this endless street with no shoes on my feet I awoke in a dream behind the cloak in times stream where lives flashed by spirits ascending and awakening disant transcending God's love never ending I let go I went with flow like a star shining brighter lights fade away as I leave into yesterday please don't grieve I loved unconditional all day as I prayed visions played of what was to come as heavens instruments strummed hearts beating like a drum angels voices hummed as I emerged from the river at the horizon of a black hole my spirit started to shimmer my light body began to glow as i had an epiphany of realization i began to hear a symphony i began a transformation as i became essence of love omnipresent omnipotent below and above without and within having no doubt or no sin feeling your pain and bliss existing in a mental plain emerging from a mist where sins blind half pure souls from getting to a place where heaven grows as heavens river pours out my finger tips resolving world wars as my mind grips on to this fantasy then im slapped in the face by true reality possessing gods grace flying out in space i awake in a dream behind a cloak in times stream where paradiams shifted before my eyes the veil was lifted seeing into other skies knowing im gifted with this power to heal then a flash and im back to earth