times like these feel like that I'm alone sometimes alone sometimes than I see that lifes a bitch and than you die. than you die. I'll be the boy that you'll never be. since I was born seems like it's always me. wondering if it should be me hanging off a tree. nah fk that shit that will never be me .u think I'm a bird u gotta push me to spread my wings. what was that saying about never leave we a family. feels like I was cursed to be never freed. quick call a nurse someone hurt him but u just can't see. there's no wound how can u ever believe. and they say your your brothers keep I'm better off counting sheep while u hear my Z's. ide rather spend on shit that I really need. like damn I'm thirsty or what's to eat? u ever try running out and there's 2 more weeks? I told myself I'll never try but damn I'm weak. Sometimes we gotta land again. seems like he forgot there's a man in him. I think hes lost in the sand again. it's like I'm a magnet for ur hand again. come on guys let us all play nice u wanna blame me?! than I blame the pipe. It's always the same things I'm tired but I must fight. I feel the lord everytime I write. i have faith i believe hes in all the greats. I know when I'm afraid he can set me straight. only thing that I regret is I've been away. I hope he still hears me I hope I'm not too late. I heard I hate u that's something you should never say. worst thing that was done is that we walked away. just because he said some words u gotta turn ur face?! how could u have known he was worst when u didnt stay? times like these feel like I'm alone sometimes. alone sometimes. than I see that lifes a bitch and than u die. than u die.