girl at night before you go to sleep, no one knows that theres a secret that you keep. something you're hiding down deep in your heart, and now it's stopping you from a brand new start. punished so much when you was still just a kid, usually for something that you never did. sleepless nights scared to be alone, is this what we're supposed to call home. strange people , in the house all night long,doing things to me i knew was wrong. i told my mom what they had done, and she said you probably brought it on. so many year just feeling all alone, no support my mind is blown.found a man that could be the one, instead of with family he out having fun. iiiii gaaave my liiiife foor u, iii aaalwaaays staaaayed truee noooow iii thiink thaaaaat weeee aaarrre thruuuu, cuz allll uuu diiiid waaaas thiiink ooof uuuuu. three kids later now what has changed,not a dsmn thing its all still the same. looking in the mirror at the one i blame, acting alright but im filled with shame. what do i do now that im all alone, he couldn't even leave us a place called home. i turned to the drugs yea thats what i did,back to how i felt when i was a kid. iiiii gaaave my liiiife foor u, iii aaalwaaays staaaayed truee noooow iii thiink thaaaaat weeee aaarrre thruuuu, cuz allll uuu diiiid waaaas thiiink ooof uuuuu. Then came a guy who really reminded me of me, he couldn't hide the pain it was plain to see. i couldn't let my heart be free, now ill never know if forever could be. so if u want happiness and a little romance, ur gonna have to trust and take a chance. dont live with regret and a bunch of doubt, or all u will do is scream and pout. so why not just take the risk, and as u kiss u know u got your wish... iiiii gaaave my liiiife foor u, iii aaalwaaays staaaayed truee noooow iii thiink thaaaaat weeee aaarrre thruuuu, cuz allll uuu diiiid waaaas thiiink ooof uuuuu.