All feedback appreciated 👍 #girlsthatrap Listen I open up my eyes and all I see Are pictures all around of you and me Pictures of your face that used to make me smile But all I see now is straight denial Denial of all the pain that you bought me The lucid dreams that always haunt me Looking over shoulders you behind me Are you tryna still control me I need to protect what's left inside The little bit of happy that's tryna hide Baby, if you're listening Please know that I'm not tuning in To the abuse I can't dispute It's sickening that your blinded You broke my heart You broke my head Because of you I was almost dead You hate me You can't stand me So why do you wanna fucking own me If I'm a mess with no life ahead Then why do you wanna lay in my bed You play your games Have your fun Then you drop me just like we're done You're a slag You're a bitch Wait don't go I need you more You're my world not my ho baby Please let me prove it more It's a vicious cycle I deserve more in life I deserve roses Deserve to be a wife I want a house that we call a home Not a place I dread to be alone With my thoughts Paranoia In my head Confusing Does he love me Is he abusing Is what they all say true I fucked up and now I'm stuck in this place called love People told me it's the best Just try it You'll see All I know is love fucking sucks