breakups

look I opened my heart I was just looking for a separate part just wanted to be something full I thought u were my counterpart but my brain was dull I thought you we perfect I thought we were working but u left me hurtin I was always searching you even told me your a virgin I caint find the wording to tell u how much my heart was surging now I'm broken hoping I can last so im in the whip driving real fast hope I dont crash chest is feeling bashed emotions make me feel like crap think it's a wrap so I'm heading back to the trap to do the only thing I know smoke some roach I need life coach dont wanna boast but baby we are toast look if I die just know that I tried and I never lied but I cried caint get u out of my mind I even fell off my grind I was blind because I thought we shined I fell behind i treated you with loyalty because we were royalty it was us in the trees now I'm falling to my knees stuck in place like a tree how could it be life is so cruel how could I love a ghoul here comes the ridicule for being a fool got used like a tool guess I should go back to school so I can re learn the rules god damn u used me like a mule I took out my baggage I opened my heart and spread the love like jelly I didn't mutter I'm closing up the shudders no I didn't studder thought we were bread and butter I loved you like I loved my mother I couldent even rely on my brother it's time for me to find another but I think that's rougher