6months &22 dayz

It's the 22nd , on the 22nd , 24 second clock and the twenty seconds left. This is my Life in death **He was just six months and twenty two days .** six months and 22 dayz.** AZURE was his name , it's Arabic for sky blue. because my world was dark and cloudy . I wanted him to have the opposite view . you know, different Hues . make different Dudes . different circumstances, bring different circumstances. I wanted him to have more than just this BBOY's stances . more choices and more chances . junior and high school proms . and first dances . first crush and first kiss .put your lips like this. you wanna bite her or kisser. ha ha ha, alright alright alright. be home by twelve midnight. yeah I said midnight. not midday. boy don't play with me , I'm not your momma AZURE . when you meet her ,make sure she's sure wrap it around ,and knotted just like this , first suit and.first tie , 1st. broken heart , and first cry. first come love then come marriage then come you pushing a baby carriage . **six months and twenty two dayz six months and twenty two dayz .** blow out the candles on your birthday it's your birthday ,do your birthday dance .do your dance AZURE . which college ,you wanna go to .son. are your sure . R U SUR Z THAT Sure AZURE. AZURE AZURE AZURE AZURE WELL SON , AZ U R . AZURE blue . it was dejavu , that's how you got your name. I asked your mother ,are you sure . she said nigga I know when I'm pregnant. yes I'm zure . I said again are you sure your sure ,ask me again , and , I'm a name him , I'm. a sure . that got you to R U SUR , and finally .AZURE . I was sick of the streets ,you were my CURE. and my reasons.to want to keep breathing. I told my coach .I'm out game and my team I was leaving. I took the plug out and let it drain .since you came I had no spare love for the games. I built my world around you .. my feeling 4 that game wasn't the same . and that's a dangerous thang. I was so glad that I had finally found you . I got caught slippin ,I should've dipped .and dived and just try to stay alive .but I stood my ground. and laid his ass down . I looked around his mans nem guns pointed at me , and laid me the fuk down . for that deep sleep . headed 4 , six feet deep . my head was leaking ,I'm the ground tweaking. unable to speak . my head went J.F. K. John F.Kennedy . left foward .and hit in the back .the skull around my BROCA. of brains, like a egg just cracked . left foward and back. back back . I gotta get back to have your back I can't die now , I gotta live somehow. The Alfa.and Omega, the same time a father is surviving, his only son is dying he hears his baby momma crying looks up and says stop crying girl ain't nobody dying.dying dying .ain't nobody's dying dying dying. why you crying and where is AZURE , with your momma or sister. the hospital Chaplin said mysonne. I'm sorry to tell you , your son has just died. it was SIDS . who the fuk is sid and what he did to my fucking kid .tell that nigga that he's dead . I'm a put two in his motherfucking head. and piss on his body when he dead . now go and tell that nigga sid. exactly what I said . he was six months and twenty two dayz. he was only six months and twenty two dayz. six months and twenty two dayz. my dead baby's momma said the ,the homicide detective is in the hallway . in what hallway? I'm trying to get away. after killing sumthin today. I wanna kill sumthin else today. pleas help me find my clothes . because I gots to go , I can't stay no more. I tried to move but I couldn't move . what the fuk y'all do asked the doctors what the fuk they dooo.he was just six months and twenty two dayz. six months and twenty two dayz. six months and twenty two dayz they refused to let me go to his funeral I got into a fight in B bloc bathroom bust his face against the urinals and caught another charge and another charge , turn my back on GOD and everything. fuk ALLAH and JeSuS too. and fuck this fucked up life too. I'm tired and too thru. six months and twenty two dayz six months and twenty two dayz he was only six months and twenty two dayz, RIP AZURE Rest In Patience son daddy will see you real soon and read to you again , like when you were in the womb again. six months and twenty two dayz