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showing emotion is so overrated I been exploring some new motivations I've seen important views I've debated repeating the evening news, waiting for a better excuse, like I'm taking over the pressures, this adventure just amused by the lecture. People lieing cheating stealing concealing, continue to confuse, I'm passing revealing true, stepping crashing through. Attacking all and whoever, you wanted proof of this endeavour. Acting a fucking fool. I bet you think your so cleaver. The clown and pest. Now I'm the owl cuz WHOO do I actually care to impress? Other then the bar I personally set. I may stumble for the moment, getting closer to the edge. I may fall, but never crumble to my death. Every piece just part of my puzzle. Every breath in the dark taken like I've been tortured by hesitation. Every problem my focus wasted, Endlessly on one equation. Only after the feeling stops, I'm faced with thoughts. No escaping the devils claws. Blood up and down the walls. Mark's on my arm a reminder what went wrong. I'm all alone in this cage of wonder. Nothing can change, but still some how I ponder it still feels the same! It's insane and I'm bothered by every annoying taste! like I rather I dont even wake in morning it stays. Always and forever! The doctor explained, but the pain ignored like the weather. A single drop of rain without shelter, is like searching for a page without a number. A game of without color. Boring and deranged. Only grey and out of order. Growing rage around the corner, of this tainted place I choose to loiter and remain without a face, my life is shorter. Isnt great but I'm hoarder. A ghost a shell a vessel reporter of this hell I create my way my path my presence my legacy my vengeance my hate regression to infiltrate this oppression. To demonstrate this obsession, what's the objective. My fate or my lesson. Released to this date a final question a method. Is it worth what it takes . My talent my blessing. Mistakes to keep em guessimg