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I don't know what but something is happening Feel like I'm bout to see a great awakening Feel my future is slowly brightening My soul is auctioned and my heart is happy I promise that one day I will reach my destiny If I'm being honest, pride gets the best of me Just me and God, forget the rest of me I'm no longer a host to agony I had an epiphany I'd lose all the gluttony I don't care bout the money Yet the industry gonna look me like your dead to me I'm gonna bring a resurrection to clear the scene But not by my power but his Forget popularity and the music biz You've been rapping for while doesn't mean your a wiz Cause the moment you fall, the industry still got a list Of other rappers that'll try to satisfy their needs The CEOs will lay back while the rappers bleed their heart out Then when they dry out, the people will make you dart out And cry out, what are you gonna do with your life now Cause your stage name didn't bring you fame So then you feel ashamed and who's to blame So then you start taking aim, thinking you gonna bring the flame It started pretty fire but got pretty tame and lame They say alls well, ends well Doesn't seem right when all I do is fail I look up to heaven yet still fear hell Will I make it as an artist? Only time will tell But there is never enough time Just like I don't make enough rhymes Just like I don't produce enough dimes I'm looking at production studios and they are looking at me like we're fine We don't need you We don't see you as a future opportunity or a break through The stress will break you And make you run back to the place you came to Everything I do will never be enough Do I always show enough love Above all things when life gets tough You gotta pursue and never give up Always look forward and never look back Ask God for help when all you see is black If you smell the smoke then you gotta get back Cause the fire gonna burst and you gotta act fast Aren't you supposed to be depressed Didn't you already fail that test Don't you have enough regrets If I was you I wouldn't take that bet Everybody wanna control my life Probably because they couldn't get theirs right And in me they probably see a light I'm trying to look through another glass I'm just trying to face my past I'm tired of running, don't hit the gas Tired of seeing the worth in cash I'm tired of seeing everybody run after money But it's worth nothing when your dead so it's kind of funny People living in a story of irony Money doesn't control you but controls who you decide to be I spend more time looking at the future I know I need to spend more time reading my bible Jesus is my only idle But my best friend was suicidal I used to be on that phase I used to be in that stage I used to know it by name I used to know the feeling of shame This isn't anything new to me People have always hated me Because their insecurity is making their imperfections turn into immaturity Rap artist talk about sneak diss People take shots at me and they miss My friends talk about me cause they resist The fact I'm not afraid to reminisce Like remember this The black abyss That you think is bliss Like a first kiss It's an analysis Of what's positive and negative Like electrophoresis Put into pieces The chance decreases Like getting rid of creases That exist but you miss the days when People listened and didn't beg for attention Where stupid and correction were mistakened as correspondent An accomplishment that is granted when people stop taking for granted the wishes their granted Dropped a couple songs last week and they fell through Now your in the hole and have another point of view You wonder why all the fans kind of hate you but You killed a beat that nobody wanna listen to One got 27 another 43 views Sometimes I'm thankful I don't have reviews Maybe it's a preview to climatic cinematic production that's been out for too long and needs a redo
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I don't know what but something is happening Feel like I'm bout to see a great awakening Feel my future is slowly brightening My soul is auctioned and my heart is happy I promise that one day I will reach my destiny If I'm being honest, pride gets the best of me Just me and God, forget the rest of me I'm no longer a host to agony I had an epiphany I'd lose all the gluttony I don't care bout the money Yet the industry gonna look me like your dead to me I'm gonna bring a resurrection to clear the scene But not by my power but his Forget popularity and the music biz You've been rapping for while doesn't mean your a wiz Cause the moment you fall, the industry still got a list Of other rappers that'll try to satisfy their needs The CEOs will lay back while the rappers bleed their heart out Then when they dry out, the people will make you dart out And cry out, what are you gonna do with your life now Cause your stage name didn't bring you fame So then you feel ashamed and who's to blame So then you start taking aim, thinking you gonna bring the flame It started pretty fire but got pretty tame and lame They say alls well, ends well Doesn't seem right when all I do is fail I look up to heaven yet still fear hell Will I make it as an artist? Only time will tell But there is never enough time Just like I don't make enough rhymes Just like I don't produce enough dimes I'm looking at production studios and they are looking at me like we're fine We don't need you We don't see you as a future opportunity or a break through The stress will break you And make you run back to the place you came to Everything I do will never be enough Do I always show enough love Above all things when life gets tough You gotta pursue and never give up Always look forward and never look back Ask God for help when all you see is black If you smell the smoke then you gotta get back Cause the fire gonna burst and you gotta act fast Aren't you supposed to be depressed Didn't you already fail that test Don't you have enough regrets If I was you I wouldn't take that bet Everybody wanna control my life Probably because they couldn't get theirs right And in me they probably see a light I'm trying to look through another glass I'm just trying to face my past I'm tired of running, don't hit the gas Tired of seeing the worth in cash I'm tired of seeing everybody run after money But it's worth nothing when your dead so it's kind of funny People living in a story of irony Money doesn't control you but controls who you decide to be I spend more time looking at the future I know I need to spend more time reading my bible Jesus is my only idle But my best friend was suicidal I used to be on that phase I used to be in that stage I used to know it by name I used to know the feeling of shame This isn't anything new to me People have always hated me Because their insecurity is making their imperfections turn into immaturity Rap artist talk about sneak diss People take shots at me and they miss My friends talk about me cause they resist The fact I'm not afraid to reminisce Like remember this The black abyss That you think is bliss Like a first kiss It's an analysis Of what's positive and negative Like electrophoresis Put into pieces The chance decreases Like getting rid of creases That exist but you miss the days when People listened and didn't beg for attention Where stupid and correction were mistakened as correspondent An accomplishment that is granted when people stop taking for granted the wishes their granted Dropped a couple songs last week and they fell through Now your in the hole and have another point of view You wonder why all the fans kind of hate you but You killed a beat that nobody wanna listen to One got 27 another 43 views Sometimes I'm thankful I don't have reviews Maybe it's a preview to climatic cinematic production that's been out for too long and needs a redo
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