i pull up in a black porsh smokin hella dubies in my back porch im high like a martian the world begins to darkin i pass out in my porsh the drugs take control with no remorse i wake up the next mornin im still high as fuck im soarin i pick a bitch up and we fuck for an hour went home and took a shower the come down hits makes me wish i was never born i distract my self smoke a dubby and watch hot porn with popcorn i pop some more pills i start get the chills i shouldve never popped the pills eith ectasy and zannax im feelin like a manic but i need not to panic my heart beats fast and im thinkin to myself how long i can last u never know how much lifes a blessin till ur on the verge of death im scared cuz i know at any moment i can take my last breath i over did my self_ i think i took too much my body going numb_ im losin sense of touch my body starts to ache and then it starts to shake its getting hard to breath but i havnt reached the peak an hour goes by but it felt like week im stuck on the bed i cant even move hours go by and i still dont improve the world got dark and then it went black i woke up in the hospital man that shit was wack the doc said if i showed up an hour later i wouldv died he left me in the room for a minute while cried i grabbed all my pills and i through them all away i decided that day i wasnt going to waste my life away i checked in to rehab cuz i dont need a recap i turned my life around and im livin to the fullest u wanna end ur life? nah u just foolish cuz wait till ur on the verge of death youll be oraying to God u wont take ur last breath