ME
Imma be real for a second If you don't like it when I do that then just forget it This is one of the few moments I won't be regrettin This is one of those moments that I need to take a second and start ventin (Fear talking) Look what you did to me I used to know you as friends but now your my enemy Your solution is just to forget everything that happened, you're also saying that pills are my remedy? Look it's late I'm wasting my time Stop spending your minutes on useless and not even good rhymes You'll never be an athlete so stop trying to throw dimes The only receiver you have is connected from your brain to your past life You gonna act like you were bruised and beaten? You gonna act like your family left you like treason? Pain will always find a way to get to you for no real reason It's hard to have faith when your sky is burning and falling but keep on believing Sometimes I wish I was dead It feels like I already got 3 bullets in my head A shot for every drop of ink from my pen I can't stop thinking and breathing and drinking, won't relent I confess, I don't know how to confess I reject, the thought of being a reject I respect, the fact that I am the outcast Might hurt me if I am last but I'm still being repaired from the last time I wore a cast Which was never My mind goes on so many endeavours I try to heal, pray to God, but feel like I'm never getting better I wish, I could move on from the same song written in these letters But I get stuck in these cycles and they haunt me I try to stretch above my giants but they taunt me I try to push to the limits but they break me I try to live in the present but maybe it may be I keep running back, to my past I get more tired, thinking imma go fast And get past the past, do the math Your mind playing tricks on you and it's bad Life's not as bad as you make it You try to get attention and sympathy out of the fear that no one will want you, quit complaining Shut your mouth once in awhile and chase the Things in your life you rap about but in reality you're just too afraid to chase them Too scared to let go Nobody knows The side of you that you can't find and because of it you don't show The empty piece that's eating you that you don't know Too scared to just face the facts and to be exposed You feel like you gotta hold on to everything you love But in return your just controlling and just show your lust Because you love people dearly and you can't get enough You think they'll just walk out on you like everyone else done I try to be happy but am afraid to show the real me I can't lose people dearly just like I can't deal with the things I'm dealing With, that's it, this mission ambition is getting you nowhere so might as well quit But you keep going into your own cycles keep digging your own pit Then once in awhile look up realizes that your only one that decides when to quit Just take the time to climb the ladder bit by bit Why does everything have to come to an end Why does everything start when I'm not ready to begin Why is it the biggest bullies are the ones to start up a rumor but never finish it I was used to being hit Used to having wit Used to people talking about crack and smoke like it's a joke so they'll hit and dope and quit and hope that they find it by getting lit My heart bleeds but I don't bandage it I got stress and think I do but I can never manage it Look for attention, hey, do you know where the camera is?
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Imma be real for a second If you don't like it when I do that then just forget it This is one of the few moments I won't be regrettin This is one of those moments that I need to take a second and start ventin (Fear talking) Look what you did to me I used to know you as friends but now your my enemy Your solution is just to forget everything that happened, you're also saying that pills are my remedy? Look it's late I'm wasting my time Stop spending your minutes on useless and not even good rhymes You'll never be an athlete so stop trying to throw dimes The only receiver you have is connected from your brain to your past life You gonna act like you were bruised and beaten? You gonna act like your family left you like treason? Pain will always find a way to get to you for no real reason It's hard to have faith when your sky is burning and falling but keep on believing Sometimes I wish I was dead It feels like I already got 3 bullets in my head A shot for every drop of ink from my pen I can't stop thinking and breathing and drinking, won't relent I confess, I don't know how to confess I reject, the thought of being a reject I respect, the fact that I am the outcast Might hurt me if I am last but I'm still being repaired from the last time I wore a cast Which was never My mind goes on so many endeavours I try to heal, pray to God, but feel like I'm never getting better I wish, I could move on from the same song written in these letters But I get stuck in these cycles and they haunt me I try to stretch above my giants but they taunt me I try to push to the limits but they break me I try to live in the present but maybe it may be I keep running back, to my past I get more tired, thinking imma go fast And get past the past, do the math Your mind playing tricks on you and it's bad Life's not as bad as you make it You try to get attention and sympathy out of the fear that no one will want you, quit complaining Shut your mouth once in awhile and chase the Things in your life you rap about but in reality you're just too afraid to chase them Too scared to let go Nobody knows The side of you that you can't find and because of it you don't show The empty piece that's eating you that you don't know Too scared to just face the facts and to be exposed You feel like you gotta hold on to everything you love But in return your just controlling and just show your lust Because you love people dearly and you can't get enough You think they'll just walk out on you like everyone else done I try to be happy but am afraid to show the real me I can't lose people dearly just like I can't deal with the things I'm dealing With, that's it, this mission ambition is getting you nowhere so might as well quit But you keep going into your own cycles keep digging your own pit Then once in awhile look up realizes that your only one that decides when to quit Just take the time to climb the ladder bit by bit Why does everything have to come to an end Why does everything start when I'm not ready to begin Why is it the biggest bullies are the ones to start up a rumor but never finish it I was used to being hit Used to having wit Used to people talking about crack and smoke like it's a joke so they'll hit and dope and quit and hope that they find it by getting lit My heart bleeds but I don't bandage it I got stress and think I do but I can never manage it Look for attention, hey, do you know where the camera is?