i gave up my potential and my life for this shit i never knew my credientals would slip through my fists im still losing my grip wonderin what i had i lost the only chick who would take me from sad and put me into a state that would make me glad enough to appreciate the bad stuff in life ive suffered this girl was a puffer to my ashmtha of life i love her i wish i could of recovered instead i hid in my cupboard peeked in the streets up for weeks now i sleep thinkin and dreamin of we used to be i miss the touch of your lips it was a rush i cant get off this stupid weed i was clueless i never knew this would lead me to wonder why i was ever discovered the wrath of a lover who was asked to get better instead i went under she gave me a sweater for whenever it thunders the only forecast my weather predicts is rain your not a doormat your clever with wit your brain can match a team my flames lit past the green i never knew what i had until she left my arms i felt just like my dad she kept me out of harm ive been swept away in debt for days i kept my play to vets with strays i never knew what i had then it disappeared the most beautiful crystal that would shimmer for years her eyes were made of diamonds , mine were made of tears hers were always shinin, mine were always clear i never was sincere enough to show her love it was there i felt it i shouldnt of been so rough now im stuck in this scruff wishin luck was enough to help me out of this pit i wish i was never in love i wish i was never picked i wish i could give her a hug i wish i could give her a kiss she wants a man to support her she wants a man whos rich she wants a man who will hold her weather or not shes a bitch at times love burns like ether, seether made a rhyme that made me remember our love was broken fine well ive got a remedy you can be friends with me or i can go back to hell design has me acting like a machine how come the only time i get to see you is in my dreams? it was my fault i guess i should of stayed clean instead of being a fiend my tears are streamin through the green