Forget About You

Forget about you The toughest thing I had to do was forget about you... it's so tough that I still cant do it.. I don't know how to and i wish I didn't even have to do it.... but you asked me to and I always give you what you want but deep down Inside I know that you dont.... I never thought thered be a day that I wouldnt be able to see you I kick myself Everyday for not doing what I needed to how can I forget when you were doing what I wanted you to now I'm stuck trying to deal with the fact I cant get what I want because I took too long to respond to you. I wish I could go back in time to do what I should have done to still be with you.. instead I have to forget about you even tho that's something that I really dont want to do and I know if I told you to do the same I really wouldnt want you to... if I knew then what I know now I wouldve done what I had to do to have now what i always wanted... and I'd never have to forget about you and i never have never will. Its so hard to let go of something that held so close to my heart I never wanted for everything between us to fall apart but it did you moved away met a dude had a kid got married and moved away further then you first did I should of never let you leave in the first place should have never missed our anniversaries or your birthdays but the fact of the matter is that I did I fucked up and that's something thats hard for me to admit cuz ever since I've just been trying to live with the fact that what I really want in life now I can no longer have. Forget about you