ive been stupid

uh she finally left she betrayed me so many ways she give up our relationship without even trying I need support and love I don't think I'm going forward any longer I'm stuck in a spell I don't go out anymore because too many fakes and snakes love can hurt alot especially if you try I'm afraid to love again especially after what happened I feel so hurt I don't know what to do I deserved to be played and replaced because I've been good to the wrong. I realized I tried killing myself and I'm in tears I know I'm a guy but I also have feelings I don't trust hoes along with fake friends I should have stayed alone but I been stupid