depressed to be alone (snippet)

I am depressed and all alone I walk down this lonely road God can u hear me now? Im reaching out I need some help Can you guide me now? I am depressed and all alone I walk down this lonely road it's never feels the same my life is a curse wannabe put away I was just the stocking, to the christmas halling.... you used me when I was stalling wasting time on my...... wasting time am i? am I really? gotta getti omg look at him so attractive but when I step in everybody steps back I'm such a mess everybody gotten my life wreck