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im so mad that i love you im so glad that i have you i told myself i wouldnt go back to the old me being controling holding myself down And scared to be open im jealous i tell myself i shouldnt show up you would be happier with someone else i only want you i got hellish thots running through my head my demon keep screaming shes cheatin i dont wanna believe them they keep giving me reasons they hope shes slippin im scared shes leaving i wanna quit breathing shutting you out should not be my reason to cope im sorry for teasing iv always been alone i find it hard to trust anyone but lust i wanna trust you i swear that im trying anything for you im insecure sometimes i feel like i need reassured forget what i said i wanna be dead i need a hug from someone whoes dead so my vains are full of piss and viniger last time i bled ny heart out i was left stranded my grandmas funeral waz the last time i shed a tear my soul has fled i fear that youre next i promis ill be on my best even if i have to kick into hyper gear i try to not be clingy im just used to leading on some ho bitch i wish i was jokin and rich i feel like i am when im with you
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im so mad that i love you im so glad that i have you i told myself i wouldnt go back to the old me being controling holding myself down And scared to be open im jealous i tell myself i shouldnt show up you would be happier with someone else i only want you i got hellish thots running through my head my demon keep screaming shes cheatin i dont wanna believe them they keep giving me reasons they hope shes slippin im scared shes leaving i wanna quit breathing shutting you out should not be my reason to cope im sorry for teasing iv always been alone i find it hard to trust anyone but lust i wanna trust you i swear that im trying anything for you im insecure sometimes i feel like i need reassured forget what i said i wanna be dead i need a hug from someone whoes dead so my vains are full of piss and viniger last time i bled ny heart out i was left stranded my grandmas funeral waz the last time i shed a tear my soul has fled i fear that youre next i promis ill be on my best even if i have to kick into hyper gear i try to not be clingy im just used to leading on some ho bitch i wish i was jokin and rich i feel like i am when im with you
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