Thinking into results

Thinking into results im thinking so much it has to be the way i think into my truth like that well result that i know is a time to come just on my mind all the time like i feel so much pain in the way this thing get to me in my heart man it some strange things going on in this world that make me really think is this what life has to affect in the day that it will be what we know well be it makes me think im not a good guy in what i do in my life like i really think about what to say at times when things happen in the middle of the what i trying to make what a song but yet it dont make me see the future like do i really want to it just do me wrong at time some people just love to blame but thats not me it seems that its a mighty problem now like i know its me trying to make a response to my results that i want from life but it just makes me down in life cuz i know its making it hard to believe that it me that makes fight in my life cuz i have a mind and my own way to do what i want in the way i live in my world at any point in this type of lie that makes me feel like i have no reason to try to fight when i dont see need to like does it make you feel better because you can hurt someone with your word that come from your mouth it so much to take in that it makes me see that i need to do better in the way i get the shame like i need to make fame instead of a bad time i know i can push myself to the way of it true lay of the down way that it give me a little bit more then the geef but it's what push us to make fame it make me go through in the thing that make me feel so badly just for the times that are just pushed me over to the dilling will of myself cuz people love to play and push the bad situations like they do i have to be the one that does see everyone and dont make a decision that will make you feel like you dont need this way of type of mind that wants to put all these not nice thoughts in me like it will help me or you to grow no you need to make a better idea to what makes you this way