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ahhh.. ahhh ahh ahhh another year gone, in ol' GREAT GY oh shit how time seem to fly when you're our out living life moving forward never stop the fight another cold night coming over getting older I'm a deck of cards and I've just been folded I'm the young, mans getting scolded no family activities for me to get involved in no festivities or sympathies for me. I'm dead again, lost all my friends theyll never understand me not as bad as that I pushed away my family I was my faculty and now I'm filled with agony. happily hanging off the edge of my balcony.. I'm bankrupt of morality and that's just it for me.. its my own fault that I've fallen out the family tree.. that's all on me.. yeah.. ahhh ahhh so I'm singing like ahhh ahhh Time flies when you're out on your ass I really want to laugh but Im stuck at an impass a vicious sickness that fills me mentally and all are starting to hate coincidentally must be my destiny to carry this identity maybe death is the remedy.. life is ahead of me ain't no enemy that can stop my future legecy.. they'll have to behead me... so I'm singing like ahhh ahhh YES! ahhh ahhh No.. I'm so alone left so long your man turn to stone in this time its my skills I shall hone to build and keep my family home.. that will take care of my sanity chromosomes but until then, you'll find me in the catacombs looking through aincent bones lookin at the unknown my life, I didn't condone. I didn't condone no.. (conversation) 1: please, I need you.. 2: We don't need you.. I'm sorry, baby.. 1:please 2:no.. Yep, that sounds about right story of my life will I arrive of the strike of the penknife stuck in limbo wont make it to the afterlife the rain on my window ties to my crying bephomhet showing me dying.. a slow painful death and afterwards I'll never rest traveling the world until my burdens off my chest.. I'm obsessed with the shit that makes me stressed... I digress, maybe I'm blessed with being depressed or maybe I'm possessed by some type of demon waking me at night leaves me fucking screaming... I can't take it anymore no more bleeding.. its rapture.. I hope you know, in time of need.. I'll be here..