#MIND TORTURE

im just smoking and drinking feeling my pain and im thinking wondering how to ease the pain flashbacks when im blinking:. i done been thru alot of shit heartache and suffering hard to explain myself got me over here studdering pain in my heart tears in me eyes mostly its the closes ones i truly despies never will i be the same all i know is hate and pain love or lust dont need no names trying hard to maintain always do the blaming game feelings so full of shame watch ya mouth i got the aim them hollow tips will bring u pain gotta make you feel like i do cause you pain so i feel cool i know its selfish but its what i been thru