suicide in my mind

I cant stand thinking of you with another guy thinking about killin my self, every time cant imagine this world without you at this point about to just jump off the edge an dive head first into the sea where I will never be seen again suicide just chillin in the back of my mind just sitting there pushing me off the edge your the only one that can change that dont go I wont live through it I'll be gone within the the first hour tellin you how I want you an knowing I wont have you back suicide in my mind cant choose what I will do knowing that I wont have you forever knowing that everything comes to an end suicide