you said (snippet plus lyrics testing)

you said that you love me you said that you miss me you said you want me one day your telling me that your loving me then the next your hating me thinking is this reality how real life can this be b-b-br-br-breaking me into pieces this is my fault guaranteed never blame yourself, for something that you've never did i apologize im sorry even maybe if it's too late crushed my windpipe, i lost all my will to fight smoking cigarettes like this shit good for my health turn my evil deeds into greater needs this weather is crazy, the shit that hovers me never wanted to hurt you but i failed to i know its maybe to hard to believe but i care, boo should I finish this?