AfroS_08-50

every since I was a kid I've been f***** up my dad left home and left us with nothing. but every thanksgiving my mother tried to make something something out of nothing. but I couldn't help every single day of my life with these voices stuck in my head telling me to do s*** I don't want to do them people ask me why do you want to be dead. if you live the life in my shoes you wouldn't be happy you'd be singing the blues. it's all these mood swings man I can't deal with these things. what people say cheer up maybe tomorrow is a better day. but the voice is telling me get them the f*** out of the way