this world today

Yo from the beginning I had nothing going for me staring at the ground walking the street hoping something would come up for me I had no motivion no confindence that's my reference of my life asking people to do something for me going places I've never been before out a my comfort zone in a alien world speaking  a different language I've never heard of before looking at people now sickens me thinking their gangster okay bruh brother you motherfuckers ain't got  a clue do you even know the meaning of life well I do and I'm living proof I'm try n.a. making a difference so you people understand where I  coming from most people these days have no respect for their elders stabbing people for no reason what a loser life waste of space what's the point trying to prove a point well I've proven mine without doing nothing coz I'm killing my own lines spitting my own bars for a reason you people walking the streets starting fights on people for no reason making a difference in life finding a job should be easy but the government ain't upping our money no wonder why there's so many scum on the streets might as well be rats in the bins that's the way they are living so many dream but nothing being done that's the word from the wise I ain't even liying what's the point so many different personalities out there I'm calling out to you to make a difference what's the difference between me and you well I'm trying to be the best I can raise my daughter the best way I can and to be there