R.I.P JAMIE SWAN

SOME LYRICS I NEEDED TO GET OUT - inspired by Bugzy Malone's *Pain* & Decision to write n record on here was coz I was thinking about my cousin I never knew , He hung himself few weeks back. I know he liked rap. So I think he would have liked the Bugzy song. Even related to it hugely. What's this Psychological pain Yer real not just logical pain Tears i've cried could be described in metaphor as Tropical rain Nothings inserted here for Comical gain Horrible n possible torrential scar’s but i plan 4 nothing in vain, Im just tryna understand , even if from a far But age thirty plus, finally understand i could obtain Let me dig deep, unzip let open The non developed photos, needing a frame The dark things i wonder, with serious thought Is my cousin my sister? How am i to find out , as if i'll be the 1 to be taught Just know if your reading this , and you know its true I wont dis own u , i owe it ,too you, 2 love you , in a relative way , its i n you thats gotta live with it just thank your angels we got n aunt who wants to be there conditions come with your mum , n i guess u know deep down thats fair. but for now this will remain as an inscription only . pen to paper, now finger to facebook, yet if another 10 year goes by ,it may become a song , dont say you were'nt all warned, all along.