pain

yeah yeah yeah Ion even wanna stay here, momma told me put my trust in Jesus while I'm still here ion like to talk because my people do me bad, and I wanna run away just cause these niggas super fake no, no ion wanna go, thinking bout a murder...but the murder on myself suicidal thoughts I'm Trina end the pain today scars on my body, never took the easy road always gotta jacket I got pain on my body ain lift a pound but it's weight on my shoulders they say money make u happy, but this money make me think back Ain never had nun I just wanna get away, they kicked me down like 30 times but now I'm sick and tired I spoke my mind and didn't care I hope they feel my pain I hope u hear this song and think about them days you would beat a nigga till he almost died told me I was stupid, dumb and never would be nun laughed in my face, and pointed fingers at my head tried to drop a bag but no I wasn't scared if it's my time to go, it's time to go I'm not gone run at least I'm in a better place.... to heaven I'ma smile nigga I know I'm gone be great they said it would be reprucutions, but ion see a soul Trina help a nigga out I'm by myself, I never looked for people help cause when I was getting bullied, they just laughed and walked (dang) see I'll fix it by myself, I'm finna end the pain....bang don't need no help just like then, do it now pull yo camera out bullet in my chest or head is what the cops gone say Ain gone leave no letter ima leave a song instead