is this really who I am or just the demons insida me guess it seems this world has lied to me. everything they sold me or told me I tried to be... but it was not fer me change seems a lot fer me, without medicatin the hatred so I don't gotta face it.. So much aggression buildin up and I got no where to place it... Haters in the woodwork swearin I ain't gon make it, but fuck all the fake shit. too much fuckin talent to waste it. but too much stress now ,so I'm complacent.. hurdles I'm jumpin, people concerned with what I been up to.. never found when I was down so I respond with fuck you.. but other folks tough too, incarceration to freedom a hard hoop to jump thru.. rough when those you love say love but you don't trust the truth.. wake up everyday waitin to bust a move to...come up on a dolla.. see me up now they wanna run up n holla... well I don't trust a soul in the world as a whole except for my momma.. head ain't right and gotta couple health problems.. it's just life and I can't stop it... so much left to accomplish yet tomorrow not promised...not tryna make you cry y'all, I'm just bein honest... lookin back on the past, this is not what I wanted... but actions speak louder so I got what I wanted... callin out to God, like don't leave dawg...im comin seem these demons dress as sheep and they force you to love em... well if they gon force me the fuck it... This just the lifestyle that I'm done with.. cause what I really want is...