im not used to this im not used to hearing compliments im not used to being acknowledged man im not im not im not Living this life on and on, vibing to my favorite songs, dont know where my mind has gone, just hope i can carry on. depression, its heavy, i dont think you guys are ready to hear my full story i probably sound a little corny,always wanted to be a Colonel just want you for me, i dont mean to be so hurtful My eyes like sharp knives whenever you kill my vibe i know im out of my mind, feeling like a waste of time Feel like unfinished rhymes Mind stays hazy, eyes stay crazy, life gets lazy But she tells me youre amazing, baby but im not used to this, im not used to hearing compliments im not used to being acknowledged man im not im not im not wishing i would just stop wishing i could rewind the clock fishing for more than enough still learning life's lessons every day i stop and question or try to find a message, cause life keeps you guessin and i make a lot of guesses thats why my mind is so restless and some of my actions are a little reckless throwing tantrums and little fits acting like a little kid knowing that i am gifted i should be going about my business and just get up out of my feelings and just iron out the creases