I aint a gangster there's nothin so special I'll just call my mother when something's suspicious Can't live my life to the way that i wanted so i held on to god and i never retreated life is a bitch if you know how to fck it you can't go on living if you never had fcked it. all the emotions I'm hiding so long kept those depression alone in my room nobody knows all the pain that I'm having all that they know is the face that I'm showing. but life still goes on so I learned how to battle the streets was my comfort and also my cradle. i never felt empty outside with my homies i found a home on the streets with a family. i was never a gangster i know what im doing i never felt better with the hood that I'm reppin. gangsta gangsta life aint good the life is good the life aint hood gangsta gangsta life is hood the life aint hood the life is good now im a gangster and i feel so special never needed my mom when i was on trouble i can live my life to the way that i wanted forgot about god and im going retarded life was a bitch and i learned how to fck it so i went on living cause i already fcked it. all the emotions turned me to rebel i fought depression into another level. all of the pain that i felt was healing but i always had that face they know im showing. life goes on and still fighting that battle out on the streets where i learned how to hustle. now it felt empty when you're losing a homie the streets was my home but i needed my family. now im a gangster i don't know what I'm doing to live or die with this hood im reppin.