lil Skeets yeah yeah uh uh I don't think that you understand I'm on my own path baby gurl rubber bands higher than I thought I'd ever be I'm running out of time losing my fucking mind to try tell you why baby I ain't gon lie mind be kina fried acid pain pills coke like every night trying to find my reason to fight this hellish life I think to myself what the fuck it be like to be a normal guy but I been odd since a lil one never had no fun always fantasized to grab a guns im thinkin that they prolly be runnin damn that boy has some guts devil graspin me he always hasslin me gun shots gun shots fucking tragedy fuck it doesn't matter they all mad at me sad to say mom an dad wadint there for me dabblin tweakin methamphetamine to say the least my childhood wadint very bright all I can say I love you guys an I want to die all the lies sit an stare then I cry maybe bottle it up just sober up na fuck that shit ain't saying I ain't givin up but for that time bein sippin my lean sippin my lean styro cup go to bed I wake up still fuckin loaded from that pink cup damn I swear 666 I can't get enough blood drip in my cup 666 blood drippin in my cup I be fucked up all the way all the way all the way fucked up Lucifer are you there it's me ?