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#GenZonTheBeat On my bed 6 Lookin to the table Staring at the gun Thinkin bout puttin that shit to my head Pull the trigger Taste the led Feelin fed Drinkin & smokin till im dead to rid me of the pain Alchohol running through my veins I know ive made mistakes But i cant go back to the past I misplaced my faith What i am today is the price i gotta pay A world full of black white and grey Nothin but a husk in a forsaken grave forced to find a way on the path that i paved No one else to blame But myself for getting led astray Never been the same since i left the game Turned my back on my friends On the fame Off to recall whos beneath my name When you see me again yeah i may be lame But atleast ill be in my own lane Rekindled my flame Rackin my brain Strugglin to remember how ive stayed so sane For so long I should be so gone Hand on a bottle while im rippin on a bong Cryin on the inside while i sing my song Used to be so fond Of hangin w homies till dawn Travelin abroad drinkin cheap scotch Hand over my heart for the ones ive lost so far At the local bar fillin my lungs full of tar Cant hide my pain So I hide my battle scars behind the novacane Cocane and a happy face You get old Die alone and cold in a heartless place Swirving off the road that keeps you sane you can no longer musing over this illusion That you aint no hooligan & you know ya truly must be losin it When ya just cant get a grip On that mask on your face & ya let it slip Old friends Loose ends Lost emotions Gone away to hide my shame behind a fake facade Knew one day id have to pay But i didnt guess itd be today Had to leave the people that stuck by my side Cause all they knew was to play and bide time Mind fried Led astray Tippin my cigarette in the ashtray Hopin that it might be ok Dunno what else to say Guess im vain Struggle to contain everything drugs to maintain my sanity But its crashin barely standin Drunk as can be Can't see where im landin I feel like I'm slackin Panicking so i start smashing every key Hopin I finally do the right thing Life isnt understanding If you can stand on your own You'll end up flat lining Search yourself in the hope of finding what keeps you blindly fighting for something so uninviting it has me sighing That the thought of dying seems so exciting sitting here in silence defiantly watching the this blue giant spin round with so much violence This world has hit max milage w no guidance has lost all sense of balance It so happens the lasr things stoppin me from flyin is the hope for a better life & the people I have left beside me
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On my bed 6 Lookin to the table Staring at the gun Thinkin bout puttin that shit to my head Pull the trigger Taste the led Feelin fed Drinkin & smokin till im dead to rid me of the pain Alchohol running through my veins I know ive made mistakes But i cant go back to the past I misplaced my faith What i am today is the price i gotta pay A world full of black white and grey Nothin but a husk in a forsaken grave forced to find a way on the path that i paved No one else to blame But myself for getting led astray Never been the same since i left the game Turned my back on my friends On the fame Off to recall whos beneath my name When you see me again yeah i may be lame But atleast ill be in my own lane Rekindled my flame Rackin my brain Strugglin to remember how ive stayed so sane For so long I should be so gone Hand on a bottle while im rippin on a bong Cryin on the inside while i sing my song Used to be so fond Of hangin w homies till dawn Travelin abroad drinkin cheap scotch Hand over my heart for the ones ive lost so far At the local bar fillin my lungs full of tar Cant hide my pain So I hide my battle scars behind the novacane Cocane and a happy face You get old Die alone and cold in a heartless place Swirving off the road that keeps you sane you can no longer musing over this illusion That you aint no hooligan & you know ya truly must be losin it When ya just cant get a grip On that mask on your face & ya let it slip Old friends Loose ends Lost emotions Gone away to hide my shame behind a fake facade Knew one day id have to pay But i didnt guess itd be today Had to leave the people that stuck by my side Cause all they knew was to play and bide time Mind fried Led astray Tippin my cigarette in the ashtray Hopin that it might be ok Dunno what else to say Guess im vain Struggle to contain everything drugs to maintain my sanity But its crashin barely standin Drunk as can be Can't see where im landin I feel like I'm slackin Panicking so i start smashing every key Hopin I finally do the right thing Life isnt understanding If you can stand on your own You'll end up flat lining Search yourself in the hope of finding what keeps you blindly fighting for something so uninviting it has me sighing That the thought of dying seems so exciting sitting here in silence defiantly watching the this blue giant spin round with so much violence This world has hit max milage w no guidance has lost all sense of balance It so happens the lasr things stoppin me from flyin is the hope for a better life & the people I have left beside me