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I'm lost I'm lost but I'll try and remain a boss my faith in me just fell off the cross where do I begin I'm living a life of sin I'm hurting within every time I try to win I just lose from the sorrow within I'm losing all my friends I have no hope so smoke a lot of dope let me just ty a couple knots in a rope cuz it ain't worth living and I just can't cope is it even worth it anymore my inner spirit is sore I thought was love at score turned out I was just ignored