#MERCYFORNONE #AWARDINGDISSESTOHATERSDAILY #BMBEST #BMVIDEO #MONEYMACKANDMURDER @BMVIDEO #fallingdown #leavesofautumn every time she leaves.me it leaves me falling like leaves in autumn on a breezy evening at least im breathing wheres my true friends at ? cause, i cant seem see or spot them i think they sleeping my whole life is seeping overwhelming with problems im bleeding and i cant solve em rivalry within my own soul but im staying solid and stayin outa drama questions and commas no answer to finding em my mind keeps on rewinding them my heart was broken by my babymama and a bunch of broken promises. that i confided in not even once did you give me a compliment for achieving one of my accomplishments i remain anonymous my heart is broken in pieces like the seven continents. i keep taking her back knowing of the consequence instead of the right decision i did exactly the opposite now im relasping from the lack of our partnership if you looking for me ill be in my heart just sorting shit absorbing this it kinda fucked up just like my priorities it gave me insecurities. you say ya real but you even lied the three times you reported me to the authorities im trying to call our son! so why tf you keep ignoring me ???! he's the only thing supporting me from collapsing mentally and morally you gonna make me start acting accordingly theres a war in me and a part of me is hard to see........scarred from overgrief i hardly sleep my heart weeps that we didnt part in peace you left with everything but that hurts the least what hurts the most is the fact you were gone before i got to say my goodbyes to reese to give his mind some ease i lie deceased a lot to say that i needa speak i been in misery from missing your company its triggers me abundantly i stay reluctantly wondering why you don't fuck with me i gave you my all you didnt give one fuck to me oh well at least your not stuck with me i hope he tastes my dick in your mouth from seven years of you sucking me. tell him to relax theres no need to be ducking me he freed me from your fuckery that's like giving me free luxury i dont give a fuck about anything material it is not a must to me that was thing about you that disgusted me that and the fact you burnt the bridge to every person that trusted me like to hell with me true tales i speak you fed jealousy even made my own father attempt to get buck with me selfishly so i acted abruptly blacked out and broke his neck when he tried to fuck with me we seldom speak it all happened so suddenly i bet you plan on using that against me when we battle for custody but god is with me bringing justice trustfully. he sees the substance your abusing that got you strung out just fiending for this puppetry thats demeaning me publicly how did i ever even consider you lovely? .