Girl You

girl you you got me full of myself idont even know why you got me feelin high you got me loving you nd i cant even control it im fallin in this love pit but its starting to make me feel real sick i dont even know how to handle it from the moment i first saw you i knew that you the one to be the one i wanted so bad ive seen you in my dreams since the days of elementary you like an angel in a sea full of demons that try to out do me pretty as could be eyes glowing with eternal energy with a smile that could cripple me but my problem is that love is not my speciality and i cant fight without nothing to see how do i escape this pain without tryin to be who you dont want me to be even went far as introducin u to my whole family just for everything to end as if it was an empty sheet im just trying to accept this predetermined destiny girl you got me full of myself idont even know why you got me feelin high you got me loving you nd i cant even control it im fallin in this love pit but its starting to make me feel real sick i dont even know how to handle it now days are going by no calls no text hurting deep inside not knowing whats gonna be next hope for the best i feel as if my chest is cavin me to death tears running down the face cuz ur the one i love and wish i could embrace i hate the fact we grown apart bearly even talk got my heart pondin in rage that i cant even think str8 (ran out of time 😢) but i guess faith has made its way had to turn cold to face this day for me to make my escape from reality makes kinda hard to say sorry and goodbye my love i must fade away