My life is in a rut, n Shit mode. I Cant handle this shit i overload Life circles me I often pay her toll That bitch drains me Mind, Body and Soul. im a Survivor my history has shown bout to get high but I dont mean blowed load shards in the pipe then we smoke meth makes me fast mean and cold circuits firing fast I can handle the load hit that day 5 mark and I start to corrode flash out have another damn episode my family is gone they done hit the road I Cant see myself cause im too throwed This Down bad shit its getting kinda Old Drugs took over my life they got control I need the key so I can decode my soul These wicked thoughts, ideas are criminal i need to remove this part of me unload so I can find happiness yea id be stoked start a new life so my past life gets stowed walk a new path turn down a new road Find my aura to and see if it ever glowed Get my kids back that is the only goal Im just stuck here in my own Misery Wish someone could come and save me00 Im doin bad I cant shake this disease ish Controls me its Mastered puppetry Days drag on I cant seem to shake back too many nights staring at the Crack Back Used to be a baller something like a mack I Done Fell off again cause my shit is wack I used to buy stuff now I just jack Call up da plug I need me a sack Find a duck with cash quack quack Hustle that nigga the entire transact If he wants beef he gone get smacked Hit up his girl and she gone get smashed No Shame, Zero Fucks, Dont care no Tact These heavy hands make a Hard Impact My jaw is like iron been tested its a fact odds in my favor and my chips are stacked I got a crew and they got my back Yes we got heat yes we is packed yes I got skills but you sir are whack Dont cry my dude dats how bitches react Dont come at me again cause I counteract you dont want this its best that you retract Your wallet I empty your life I Take that. Dance on your grave Homie its like that Im a real ass white dude I just look black me and my nigga's we from the flat. Im just stuck here in my own Misery Wish someone could come save me Im doin bad cant shake this disease ish Controls me its Mastered puppetry