real GOD

grant me the strength to inspire and die as a martyr let me be the spark to start the fire and drive the nail in farther Lord Grant me humility only by your grace am i blessed it's not my ability that separates me from the rest Holy Spirit Lend Me courage in the face of damnation last give me a microphone so I can give a sole back to a nation I listen to your confessions in the form of War Storys I listen to your Ambitions of what you want when you're free I listen to the decisions that you truly want to make I hear the promises to yourself that you're just going to break i even listen to the lies at times thay are too much but if only God can judge me then who am I to judge your words are Subterfuge you're too stubborn to budge I'm not strong enough to push you all I can do is nudge you in the right direction and plant a couple seeds the good wolf and the bad wolf which wins? whichever one you feed I know that you won't hear my advice but all can heed my deeds and i never said I was better than the worst fiend on the streets I just had enough of haters and I had enough of hate had enough of friendly Traitors got enough sins on my plate I needed a clean start but I also needed a clean slate I'll hand my burdens off to God for him no burden is to great like all the broken promises that you commit to yourself like you could do it on your own you don't need nobody's help if your life is not a struggle than your life is just a dream so I'll keep praying for you and the time of your Awakening when the mirror is showing you lies and your own voice is a Traitor maybe you'll realize you need the help of a savior God I need someone to talk to and I feel like you're the only one who could feel what I'm saying considering that I'm your son and that's the first thing I want to talk to you about thanks for being a father that never shut me out I know I let you down I do it time and time again even when I'm disrespectful you still count as a friend even on the grind you take the time to keep me safe teach me how to love when all I do is hate God I need your help I feel like I've lost my purpose between the struggle and the hustle I feel like my life is worthless Society has labeled me a felony and there ain't nothing I can do that's why I'm on my knees praying to you