Eastside lil Jr

6 years ago

not bad my boy

XXX

6 years ago

is it wrong that I miss you I hate that your gone now and you won't ever come back I loved all the memories of you while they lasted my heart beats rapid when I think of you crying alone in the dark wondering why did you leave I'm in disbelief I don't wanna feel the pains real I had a heart for you but now it's broken into two I loved your smile I thought this was gonna last awhile but you left earlier than I thought I fought for you when people would say bad about your name I would defame them your where my everything you picked me up to live life not lies I can't believe that I'm still alive I just wanna die the pain in my chest is this all test I feel like a mess I'm becoming depressed I'm in distress you made my days shine bright you were my light through the darkness you made me keep calm and not self harm you were forever my charm now I'm torn apart it's hard to be strong am I in the wrong why do days feel long I feel dead inside I just wanna hide I'm tied with love and pain why can't the pain just go away I just wanna be okay I don't wanna break my heart aches I'm done with all the fakes am I a mistake please don't overtake I hate being awake in the middle of night I just wanna be alright I'm in fright I don't wanna fight I wanna shine bright I miss seeing you in my sight you brung me excite in life my heart hurt from all the lies my eyes are all dried out I can't let it slide I won't be alright I try to hang on tight this is my final goodbye I will always love you and glad that you were in my life