what is addiction man. It's a lot of Stress.. isolation... what's next.. mabey death.. I swear to God if rather die then live that fuckin life.. Needle in my arm awake too many nights.. no touch of with reality shadows moving on my street.. Animal instincts.. I feel the need to flee.. Drugs for me they came free.. I didn't see the cost.. I lost it dog.. so I hit the streets.. all bets off.. wait.. I gotta pay? fuck it.. guess we hitting licks today.. what is addiction man. It's a lot of Stress.. isolation... what's next.. mabey death.. Family looking at me like I'm a fuckin Fein.. I can't believe.. no not me.. this was not my destiny.. I can quit.. I've done it a million times.. shit..week later right back at again.. last night was a trip.. what did I miss.. I swear to God it's a fuckin memory blip.. never asked for this.. chance to relive the experience. as a junkie at his finest man.. what is addiction man. It's a lot of Stress.. isolation... what's next.. mabey death.. situation was fucked so I got off my ass.. quit crying poor me.. but I'm left to ask.. couple of questions about my ass.. like why I live a life... no fight wishing for death almost every night.. it should be a crime to waste your time.. that's what you can't get back.. relax.. and try to laugh.. day to day.. simple as that..