I got some thoughts that cannot go away Feel like I'm gon' be forever in pain I am two seconds away from just putting ten shots in my brain, I am nothing But I'm still dugging these labels they want me to work with they budget I don't even care 'bout a deal at this point I got shit going on I can't recover from it They all in my head and they all want me dead All these demons inside me they want me to end Can't blame nobody 'cause I let 'em in Now they trapped in my body and they always win Living a house that's surrounded by sin Everywhere that I turn I'm reminded of him I take the xanax and chase it with gin Wanna sleep like forever never wake again