suicidal

Refrain : I wanted to be dead so bad but I don't have to(4×) -Yeah baby, I never told you, I was suicidal, my life changed the first day I met you, now I'm feeling stronger than I ever been, my life was like a horror movie scene, if only they could imagine, how hard it was for me just to be a normal humain being, abused because of my skinn, with my head high I still missed my shot, I use to feel dumb failing everyone of my underthook, like my mother use to told me, I was dump didn't worth a single shitt, that fucking sentence appeared in every subjet that I took maybe now peple won't have to wonder why and how I...(rf)