DEDICATED TO CHRISTYLLE yo... sometimes i just stop nd think how life would have been... what i would have seen... is this what they mean by feeling pain.. im going insane... im driving on the highway wanna die 2day swinging out my lane... wanna roll over im not drunk im totally sober... people always saying i should forget my past but how can u forget about something that didnt last my heads thinking to fast so much time has passed but i still dont no how to cast positivity the hell with negativity.. darkness keeping me kaptive closed in captivity its only true insanity... i hate a lot of things but i didnt know those r the things that really means something so please im about to release emotions.. i told you.. never say i didnt warn u... im sick nd tired of being laughed at... niggaz walking over me im no carpet... im here to tell a life story its about a harpet... i always thought life was easy i always got a lil beefy but now i look at the world from a diffrent angle.. im gonna strangle my self until i go to sleep six feet deep... pop a pill or 2 maybe it'll help u thanks for the advice but that aint true.. i aint here 4 u... man... im sorry christylle for what ive said nd done.. to u... it was wrong of me i know... i was sad nd i just didnt want to show.. feel my flow im drinking my own sorrow i need to borrow a new 2morow cuz im walking a path no one can follow.. its sad yo... u feeling me.. im bleeding inside nd i always hide my true feelings i was so blind.. demons kissing me goodnight always giving me a fright.. ive gone blind wheres my eyesight i cant c the light.. they say i need to stand up nd fight... im ending this here... i have no regrets no fear.... my salvation is near i just need to grab it my path is clear... im sincere to u my dear... goodbye... i luv u...