yeah(7x) chorus: Stupid questions all they wanna do is ask me stupid questions How do feel? How do you see me? How do I go around the shit that you do when they leave me?(2x) verse1: I don't wanna tell 'em nothin' I don't wanna see the look on their faces when they hear the truth about something So keep to myself, yeah Keep it in back of my heart on a shelf labeled as self, yeah Keep a straight face with a fake smile like I ain't dead inside, yeah I don't want my ma and pa to worry So hide it inside where the can't see Yeah I'm really sorry I sometimes have suicidal thoughts But then I remember and think to myself that they fuckin love me I feel like I'm gonna explode This ain't even the code So imma leave it how it is and just go chorus: verse 2: To tell you the truth Sometimes I feel really numb on the inside I feel like I've sucker punch in the face and lost me a tooth My mother asks me all time why I'm always smiling I just laughed and say cause I like it No I fucking don't So please don't act like you know me Cause you fucking don't I might act act one way but I'm really another I might live one way but I'm living another I so many dark thoughts in my head I don't know 'bout the other. I got so many voices in my head Telling me that I'm better off dead But I don't listen I'm just living So don't tell me how to get it Cause I'm listening to no one chorus: