ask yourself

all that shit that fucked me up how could we lose it lost in the clouds never come down in a strange house shhh what's that noise I'm lost paranoid keep my ruger packed for the chosen one I mean the one that be fuckin up how well you know my loved ones whisper in my ear tell me everything gonna be ok if not I'll stray away pack up my things get out today you hear that faint gouling sound yeah bitch that's the devil you been on a path now he wants ya don't say a word maybe he won't maybe he will possibly make a deal do it for the thrills gotta watch my back for that boy who wants to do harm telling me they always right and I'm always wrong there's no reason to why I'm evil is in my blood I'm in yo room gonna meet the maka blood soaked bath now I'm shakin I hear knockin its the neighbor keep it locked keep the percs to wash away the pain I know its insane but I'll be ok tell me have you seen the news today in my head I'm afraid the nightmare from last night had me outside castingg shadows with them bad guys yea yea it'll never be the same fuck it never be the same time goes by time goes by im satisfied cuz I'm high then realize I was the bad guy trapped in a daze trapped in my mind feelin safe memorys to erase ask yourself is it this bad?