Chose a life in pharmacy, went to a trade school to get my degree. Yea, I got all A's and B's, see the real kicker for me was not the grades or certification, what got me by half the time was the book of pharmacology, the knowledge,  this shit about toxicology, all systematic with pharmacokinetics, how medication interacts dynamically in the body. ok we got Absorption, metabolization, and distribution rate, ok wait, I got a call to make. "where you at B , i learnt a lot today about the subject of pharmacology. yeah.yeah ...I know how to take my damn medicine right this time. nooo I dont stick it up my ass..fuck you...your right though the minisscous tissue, the quickest onset for a situational miscue if you wish to. you like it up the ass thats your personal. issue." Shooting up isnt for me, though the rush is best. ill pass,  just dont want to be a junky like the rest. crushing pills to snort only to absorb 15% of a chemical, clog your nostrils with binders, this last chic I knew did that...where did I find her? oh yeH..behind a dumpster. Get to the point ..im into benzodiazepines. anxiety fucks with me. I know my benzo ABCs. learned them as a toddler in a high chair. under some fucked up child care. Alprazolam,  bromazepam, the best clonazepam, diazepam, Goin rc Etizolam, Flubromazolam, No G? maybe?  ones of these letters killed the anxiety... where are we.. Halezepam the only H, no I , J , K but  Lorazepam, Mitazolam, Nitrazepam, Oxezepam in me...theres a reason ima train wreck...im a dirty pharm tech. fuck.. phenazeman is blackout potency. another fucked up rc. fuck. onto q ...zzz zzzz (crash) woke up in the hospital with a morphine iv bag connected to me.  what the fuck happened i feel great..."you stole your sisters car, your moms debit card, lets see.. your dads bottle of Bocardi" "lucky you only drove 80 into a palm tree, or you would have killed a family of three on your blackout benzo spree" why am i cuffed? well you see..you have multiple charges.."are you prescribed this medication" without hesitation;... listen PIG i went to school for pharmacology, Im a fucking pharm tech with full credibity. dont fuck with me. here's my id. i prescribe myself, theres a reason im crazy..lazy, fucked up in the head. im the best in the pharmacy, its no democracy! I AM THE PHARMACY insanely crazy, imma fucking train wreck...dirty pharm tech, dirty pharm tech..let me check...yeah im a mother fuckin dirty pharmacy Tech Bitch. im a new virus, a disease with no fuckin cure. Lukeplatia infecting the natia with beats that flow and nasty ABC syllables.