Praying hard"

l trying to get my cheedar half of you not on level never been a velian or rebel l can stay calm under all this pressure mash on the beat and don't let up I'm in love with the my money , promise l will never sweat you real neat I'm making my bed up continuously stacking, trying to keep my bread up when it comes to fuck niggas I'm currently fed up a bunch of bullshit and lies they feed us we some real Dawgs in these streets half of them breed us deception & betrayal only thing that mislead us trying to find me a red bitch she complliment my red truck you can't finesse a finessers but you can run a couple checks up on my knees thanking God because he finally blessed us family members and fake friends who finnally left us give it all l got & l never will let up l promise l at worried about who'll be next up trying to face all of my skeletons my closet so many prescription pills in my closet . money pouring out, like it's a water faucet l swear I get bucks when l head to Milwaukee " having nightmares in the day time praying these haters don't come & try to take mine evaded the laws now it's a whole bunch of state time family members can't look at my on face time so I'm straight shine ,through the dark times and I resurrect when hurt & broken down not appreciated l elaborated how my momma struggled but my daddy made it it heartbreaking really test my patience made me step up now I'm just celebrating l don't stress alot because l keep mediationing all l got is God and my reputation locked up in jail family members l was separated now l chase a bag fuck the dream chasing l show a little bit of love I don't no need hating waiting for my fall I'm just saying you'll can keep waiting even if I'm in last place best believe I'm racing even when it feels like the world is on top of me I'll never move or panic because I know what God got for me. battle me where l can free mind regain my sanity & tell the people about everything that seems to challenges me