fuck the free world

life is hard it's starting to get through lot of lost in my life I'm still fighting suicide is it brain. cousin died 21 years old her ex-boyfriend started to stab her I'm still standing here screaming f*** the Free World. the next death is my grandpa he died at 58 years old he had liver cancer he fought as hard to tell but he failed. another death is my uncle he had heart attack middle of the night 6 foot 4 giant man he had a heart attack middle of the night he had an enlarged heart. then that's that's comes to my dog I've got her a couple months earlier than that my friend with her outside she got out she's a little wiener dog she was running by the highway but couldn't get her speeding cars decided to hit her. the next death comes to my other uncle his name is Uncle Doug after my Grandpa died he decided he was having a hard life and all that so you decided to hang yourself in Illinois and I heard of it I was heart broke I didn't know you had a hard life. most recent events happened yesterday my uncle Ryan had the same thing and my grandpa did he had liver cancer he went to LA to see what it was it was really bad and he's going to die the doctor said he had up to a year to live but then after about a month he passed away I couldn't believe it. but I had a lot of hard things in my life I'm fighting through it and you should too don't give up on life if something gets hard but through like I am and I turn out to be good. what I mean good to do more things oh yeah I remember that they're in a better place they're not suffering anymore and you should be proud but they are with our lord Jesus