look what i did
I'm in love with my suicide I make the sky's cry with every time I try so another day another way for me to plot when my life is going to stop will today be the day that I finally make it to the top I keep climbing no I will not stop all my life people have pushed and broken me down now I feel like I'm ten feet under the ground now I'm deft to life no I do not here a sound it started so far back I can those voices so damn loud like I'm alone in a crowd full of lies and they all laugh as they pass and point out my faults them tell me I'm trash so I take my razor plunge it deep in my flesh and gash and gash and slash and slash until I start to see more of my past wen I was young and the cold hard truth of life begun the leather belt within his hand being swong over and over till stung letting loose the fire yeah the blood would run so I pick up the gat and try to remember where they keep the bullets at tears streaming down my face I start to pace back and forth trying to come up with a good reason not to go forth and let this bullet travel through my brain but every thought I come up with seam's more and more insane now I pull back the hammer then close my eyes in a drunken manner and I go back to when I was a teen an I was so god damn mean naw I didn't give a fucc about no one or nothing just green and they again broke me down some more telling me I was a druggie and good for nothing no more and hated to the core, for the clothes I wore but now I find myself looking down to a buissy interstate on the ground the cars speed past so fast I step up on the ledg and start to beg with the voices in my head that they would just please take there meds and I don't want to be on the lip to swan dive into an 18weeler an shit so I poise my self I take a deep breath then I'm at the top of that tree with a rope round my throught I'm doing it now cause I can no longer cope and the pains still there even with the dope so I count to three one two three just pne more cut and the blood will flow anuff to kill me still not fast enuff so more two three ow god here I go to the top drawer and find the bullets and take just one I won't need anymore load that one I'm the clip slid it back and here it slip them put the barol to my lips and count two three I'm standing there listing to the sound of the wind through the trees I look to the sky and screem out lord please ow my god me all of a sudden I feel the crushing blow from the 18weeler I just dove in below ,
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I'm in love with my suicide I make the sky's cry with every time I try so another day another way for me to plot when my life is going to stop will today be the day that I finally make it to the top I keep climbing no I will not stop all my life people have pushed and broken me down now I feel like I'm ten feet under the ground now I'm deft to life no I do not here a sound it started so far back I can those voices so damn loud like I'm alone in a crowd full of lies and they all laugh as they pass and point out my faults them tell me I'm trash so I take my razor plunge it deep in my flesh and gash and gash and slash and slash until I start to see more of my past wen I was young and the cold hard truth of life begun the leather belt within his hand being swong over and over till stung letting loose the fire yeah the blood would run so I pick up the gat and try to remember where they keep the bullets at tears streaming down my face I start to pace back and forth trying to come up with a good reason not to go forth and let this bullet travel through my brain but every thought I come up with seam's more and more insane now I pull back the hammer then close my eyes in a drunken manner and I go back to when I was a teen an I was so god damn mean naw I didn't give a fucc about no one or nothing just green and they again broke me down some more telling me I was a druggie and good for nothing no more and hated to the core, for the clothes I wore but now I find myself looking down to a buissy interstate on the ground the cars speed past so fast I step up on the ledg and start to beg with the voices in my head that they would just please take there meds and I don't want to be on the lip to swan dive into an 18weeler an shit so I poise my self I take a deep breath then I'm at the top of that tree with a rope round my throught I'm doing it now cause I can no longer cope and the pains still there even with the dope so I count to three one two three just pne more cut and the blood will flow anuff to kill me still not fast enuff so more two three ow god here I go to the top drawer and find the bullets and take just one I won't need anymore load that one I'm the clip slid it back and here it slip them put the barol to my lips and count two three I'm standing there listing to the sound of the wind through the trees I look to the sky and screem out lord please ow my god me all of a sudden I feel the crushing blow from the 18weeler I just dove in below ,
yeah when I put that one shit to the hot list and I u were right above me with ure joint so I was like OK!! and I had this one bitch I was gonna fucc but the bitch kept fuccing crying all night so I was feeling that shit frfr !! lol
SUICIDE I wanna die make the skys cry 😑🔫
you killed it bro hell yeah I can feel it I love that you did this bro we feed off each other 💯💯💯