Consc_05-51

I hated wen bitches always lying sayin they want me but another nihga they eyein feeling like lucid dreams ur shadow in my bedroom can't sleep proper even if I slept in the guestroom in the dark I can c ur panties on my nightstan thinking my luv u just bypassed I wanted u throught bout making us the future instead u said u had to go so u called a uber should've listened to my friends qwn they said u can't help her tryna make all the bad memories a blur problems don't die they just reoccur n for a broken heart there's no cure I'm glad u gone tho my head can't take no more relationships got my soul sore I luved actually luved u then u broke my heart on two I tried to simply deal with u since u left I'm thru wit u hold u close to me all u did was push me I asked wat was wrong u couldn't even look at me I understand ur pain. but u need to my own u can't call or text me on the phone distancing urself away from me for two months so to I'm assuming u giving up on the both of us smashing windows with crowbars ur name tatted on me its a new scar tears flow down my face luv don't exist bitches fake they ain't real wat did I miss? u run to me for support then go bk to ur fuckin ex smoking weed drinking liquor like wat is next I'm kinda drunk still waiting for a text laying down to sober up o think I need some rest